Well, the woman's right, somehow I need to get some forward motion in my life. It's not news, and I still have no idea what I need to do for myself, but losing the facade, letting go, and regrouping is how this trip goes, so that's okay.

I never really expected to hear myself saying this, but maybe it's time to move up to San Francisco, try to get involved, open up, find new communities and connections.

It's okay.